Wednesday, 12 December 2007

• Currently Listening Wondrous Love By Blue Highway see related

  errrrr...okay she has a point. :)

  I spent most of my day in anger and just down... depressed really. I've been going through some problems with energy level... maybe it's a sugar problem or digestion problem - hyper/hypo glycemic or diabetes ...I dunno what it is.

   I just get reeeal tired reeeally often. My thoughts are clouded and I'm just drained of life. Though I can attribute a reason for acting this way... as my wife said,-> I'm really not just angry that I can't change how tired I am or how much energy I have, but that I'm also in effect angry at God for making me put up with it. I didn't want to admit it...but I was... silently angry because I didn't want to have to persevere. Instead I should look on how blessed I am... the house God has helped provide, the food I get to eat each day, and the opportunity to grow in suffering, and above all be thankful that God has given me salvation from my much deserved judgement... also for a discerning wife who can look past all my fluff and give me Godly advice...

  It's humbling...and I don't like it at first, but I can see God's hand in it, and that makes it all worth it.

  So, thankyou God.

   

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